Think about it how solid are you when you’re not solid to yourself? I have sold drugs, gang beat people and left them for dead and hurt the ones I love and who love me. The whole time I was doing the things I did I was hurting myself. Remember good people love you but you need to love yourself first. You are and should be top priority. Your bro’s are only your bro’s for the moment. They are not your true friends. They only keep you around to do their dirty work. You are the only one who can be your best friend. I guarantee while you sit in that detention center nothing has changed in your outside world and I will tell you it wont. People are still using dope; selling dope and hurting others. They will and are living life of total dysfunction. Your life is in your hands, only you hold the power to prosper. Think about you and only you look at your possibilities on both sides of the fence. You can’t blame anyone else for your misery and misfortunes.

I’m in a fucking Rehab center having to look at how I could have changed my life a long time ago. You are sill young and can make your life a hell of a lot better then it is now. Only you can change you life for the better no one is going to do it for you. Trust me it took me 17 years of drug use and a life of hell to figure it out.

Thanks,

I.R.